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You told me this gets harder, well it did.

I am a recluse and I really cant deal with people much, so I abandon this account fairly frequently.
I am emotionally unstable and prone to breakdowns.
I will speak my mind. 
I hate being hit on with very few exceptions of those I already am close to.
I have an Eidetic memory (Not to be confused with photographic) 
And every negative thing youve ever said or done to me will always come flooding back to me with such vivid clarity of the emotions Id felt every time I am feeling content, So I never can be happy.
I obsess, badly.
I have severe trust and abandonment issues.
I'm biromantic demisexual.
I hate most people.
I feel I will die alone.
No one can stand me long.

With that being said, my obsessions are:
DC comics (Especially Batman)
Johnny the Homicidal Maniac
Gerard Way
Damon Albarn
Gorillaz
Seto Kaiba (Since I was 11, I don't outgrow things.)

Love can never have enough theatrics. Make it big, and make it matter. there is no risk that isn't worth taking, nothing too romantic, nothing too far from the safe haven we know, run away with me... be my Demolition Lover.

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My Biker Preferences

I rideDaily
I preferClassics, Choppers, Dual sport / enduro
I rideNo limits
HelmetAlways

Appearance

EthnicityCaucasian / White
National heritageAmerican
BuildSlim
Height5' 2" (157 cm)
Eye ColorBrown
Hair ColorDark brown
Hair LengthShoulder length
Best featureEyes
Body ArtBelly button ring, Visible tattoo, Other
Health ConditionDepression
My attractiveness:Attractive

Situation

Relationship StatusSingle
Has childrenOne
Wants kidsYes
Housing SituationIt gets a bit crazy sometimes
Living ArrangementsWith roomate(s)
Wants to RelocateYes
Have PetsCat
Has a carNo

Education & Employment

EducationHigh school Diploma - GED or equivalent
SpecialtyOther
Employment StatusHomemaker
Annual incomeSeeking support
Job TitleMom

Leisure & Fun

TV preferencesCartoons, Dramas, Movies, Re-runs
Favorite TV showsCriminal Minds, Elementary, Cold Case, Without a Trace, Hotel Hell...
Favorite movies typesComedy, Romance, Family, Animation, Horror
Favorite moviesPhantom of the Opera, Boondock Saints
Music typesRock, Vacuum cleaner noises
Favorite artistsEvanescence, We are the Fallen, My Chemical Romance, Gorillaz, Seether, Breaking Benjamin, Shinedown, Nightwish
Reading selectionComic, Horror, Poetry
Favorite booksBatman: No man's land, hardback novel version, Silver Jasmine.
Idea of funCuddling, talking, singing, writing, RPing, eating...
HobbiesArts & Crafts, Reading, Music, TV, Movies, Internet, Dancing, Family, Photography, Theater, Cooking, Gambling, Shopping, Motorcycles

Views

Political viewsMiddle of the road
ReligionChristian
Attend religious servicesNever
Goal in lifeTo be married with a real family.

Looking For

Must haveIntelligence, Humor, Great skills, Empathy, Sensitivity, Oddities, Spontaneity, Power, Wit, Thoughtfullness, Passiveness
Look for in a partnerI'm looking for someone for me. Someone I can connect with whom can understand me without me having to explain myself, who's perhaps a bit of an outcast but does whatever they feel they need without any oppression or worry about judgement, whos romantic, and clingy, who NEEDS me, who I can support and take care of. No extremists of any kind.
On the first dateThis will sound ridiculous, but my ideal first date is going with them on errands, then walking around the beach or mall and talking, going out to eat, then going to their house, cuddling on the couch with cocoa, and watching movies or TV.